This is not gonna work out

As above stated...
Haiz... No matter how I think of it...

Of course I want a future for both of us...
I want 60 years of us together...
But before I even think about the future....
I think no need think about the present we have...
Which... I'm not doing really ok right now...

Our chat has become... Somewhat boring...
Why?
I dn noe hw to answer that q...
I really can't say where the prob is... I mean I'm not sure whether or not I'm te one being highly-overexpected again... :(

How do long dist relationship work out for other ppl?
I mean mine isn that far (yet)
but I feel there's a large gap btwn us...

Not to think too much...
How could I ever deny my own nature? T^T