Do you know the answer for that?
It is to fell in love with the person that made you feel like you are a different person...
This person made you experienced a lot of thgs... Which changed you in the process...
It's not forcing you to change but it just happens so naturally...
You are happy with that changes...

I did found that person...
But sadly that person didn't think the same...
I think I have changed a lot...
Just my feelings remains loyal...
But now... I think it's turning blue... and a bit of grey at the side...

I don't know how to search for guy that feels the same as me...
How to know that guy is compatible with me?
Haiz...

It always hurt...
Because it's unexpected and it's cruel...
All these feelings... I dn noe how to put into words...
To me words aren't enough to describe my feelings...
It' just... Too much..

I dn noe hw to meet up with him...
I dn noe wat to say... I dn noe wat can I say...
All that's waiting for me is disappointment and despair...

But I have to meet up so that I could give back his stuffs..
All those thgs are eyesores...

I do feel stupid... But... It feels like I have to do it...

If I start thinking about it... I'll just keep asking myself the same q...

I just wanna end this soon..

I cannot look like the most unfortunate person in the world...
But what can I really do?

I know people all around the world undergoes the same process...
When you date... There should will be break ups, one or two in between...
But seriously...
I don't know how to move on...

It still hurts...
Painful as it could be...
Empty... moody...

Haiz... Even if I am determined to find a new one... But...
Of all people, I know that I wouldn't be able to accept another love...
2 times... Are more than enough...
2 times... My heart was ripped open like nobody business...
Twice I feel I am being left... Abandoned... When I am not prepared the most...

Sure it will heal...
But it won't cure...

How many times should my eyes shed tears so that I could forget about him completely...
Forget those sweet memories...
Forget his smile...
Forget his voice...
Forget his touch...
Forget everything about him?

I still don't get how it is easy for him to let go...
How it is easy for him to forget...
How it is easy for his feelings to fade away...

How foolish am I to stuck here... Unable to move on... For a jerk like him...