What face should I be making?

I cannot look like the most unfortunate person in the world...
But what can I really do?

I know people all around the world undergoes the same process...
When you date... There should will be break ups, one or two in between...
But seriously...
I don't know how to move on...

It still hurts...
Painful as it could be...
Empty... moody...

Haiz... Even if I am determined to find a new one... But...
Of all people, I know that I wouldn't be able to accept another love...
2 times... Are more than enough...
2 times... My heart was ripped open like nobody business...
Twice I feel I am being left... Abandoned... When I am not prepared the most...

Sure it will heal...
But it won't cure...

How many times should my eyes shed tears so that I could forget about him completely...
Forget those sweet memories...
Forget his smile...
Forget his voice...
Forget his touch...
Forget everything about him?

I still don't get how it is easy for him to let go...
How it is easy for him to forget...
How it is easy for his feelings to fade away...

How foolish am I to stuck here... Unable to move on... For a jerk like him...