I'm seriously hating my life right now

I can't go to te concert

And ppl around me keep saying thgs like "you should have this.." "you should have done that.."

Well... FYI, if I know I would have... Duh... >_>
And please put urself into my shoe b4 yapping thgs like tat
Gosh...

At the same time, I feel like I'm so bloody useless...
I can't do anythg
I can't go anywhere

Great... Just end te awesome "conversation"... Even though it wasn't supposed to be an argument...

Sarawak...
Why Sarawak?
God, what plan u have for me at there? T_T

Emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo
endless emoing

Dear God,
I think only you can understand... How it truly hurts right now...
Sometimes I am confused with wat I've said...
With wat I've done...
Getting such feedbacks... Wasn't pleasant at all...

Dear God,
At times like this, I wish you are here to hold me... Or
at least take away these pain...

Dear God,
I'm really sorry...
You give me a heart and a brain...
But I ain't using both...
So I can't blame anyone that I'm feeling stupid right now...
I can't blame anyone the way they treat me right now...
It is my fault to begin with..

I wish I could do lesser mistakes in my life...
Or so learnt my lessons...