In a way, it is the same and not the same.
Well I'm talking about tis
In manga, normally, the girl will wait and prepare herself so that she can be suitable with the guy in the future.
Like in this case, Usui is rich and she needs to be strong in adapting the high society environment. >.>
Be a person that no one dares to look at. To me... It's not easy.
Anyway..
"same" as in... He's going away as well...
Yea he will come back but nothing can guarantee ones heart won't change.
This is not a fairy tale to begin with.
To me, personally I think those gurls are stupid to think happily-ever-after actually exist in reality.
Why?
Because whenever I turn around, it is always that black spot I'm looking at, no matter how bright other colours are.
I kept having the feeling, if I really start to believe in h-e-a, my life will be ruin and the same tragic will repeat itself.
Let's talk about the next coming months, about admission into a university.
I could choose QS course. I don't think it will be a problem to me.
Because I could never hate subjects other than Economy or Finance or Business. @.@
Currently, I don't really have that certain dream that's holding me into one path.
Psychology was just a supplementary course for me to fix my social interaction and my rotten personality.
So yea... I could but...
The "what if" sentence keep ringing itself.
Haiz... What if... I finished my course and decided to leave M'sia and go to Brunei with him?
I mean yea, that will be superb. But... What if... He don't love me anymore?
That just mean I've choosen to waste my 3 years time. Not to mention the effort I'll go through.
Haiz...
It's not that I don't believe in him.
It's reality that I find difficult to trust.
I mean look at us right now.
Emoness is straining our relationship.
I don't think things will be better with the "distance" between us. :'(
Last time, I needed a guy that teaches me hapiness. And he did it.
Now I just need a guy to teach me not to worry.
