When I think about it

In the past...
There might be a guy liked me after all
I did almost fell for him
But too bad...
Wrong timing... Besides he never confessed

It was pretty special
It's the 1st time i felt someone noticed me and wanted to get close with me...
It's the 1st time... I feel like I can open up to him...

Would anythg change if I didn transfer?
But I wouldn get my hope high since I heard he liked another girl rather than me...

Now...
Wow... My fren got an officially break up agreement frm his gf today...
Tat really sucks... O_O
Especially the reason behind it, it's about future... Finance... Stuffs like tat...
It feels really stupid for me to hear that actually...

But... Aren I the same?
Or am I diff?
I can't be sensible about my own relationship...
I dn noe hw to be rational...
My mind said smthg else... My heart said smthg else...
I can't seems to control myself...
Haiz...

Valentine this year really suck!
I love 3 years ago valentine... Hmm... In year 2008...
I still rmbr it's Sat...
Wow... What a remarkable feelings back then...
I can sit beside him... Watching him play chess... :)
I even managed to give him a choc... Er... Through a game I created... Considered as Valentine choc i guess... >_>
But but... I didn ask him to play... It's him that asked.... XD
Anyway...
I'll give Ferrero Rocher choc to anyone I cherish...
I dn dare to give him and I end up giving it to his mum... LOL

Sad thg to know...
The pic I stalk is all gone!!!
They change friendster... T^T

..........
That isn te point for me log into blogger now...
But... I rather not say it...
It's not gonna change anythg...
Haiz...