3 days

Exactly 3 days I have not been contacting him
Nor do I browse his fb...
I am tempted... Really really tempted...
But... I just want to get over this...
Because I know if I fail now... There's nothing good will come...

Every time I smsed him or I browse over his profile, I end up feeling sad...
I don't really wanna go through tat again...
So I really think it would be better by giving us a time...

I still think of him...
Every moment of my life... No matter how busy I am...
I miss him so much... But... Nothing I can do now till I go home...
I hope I have made a right decision..
I know many will think I am being stupid for putting a fight for this...
But... I just don't wanna regret...
I just don't want it to end like that...
I can't really explain why am I feeling like this... Or what is it that I am feeling but I just hope it isn't in vain...