It sucks to love a guy more than he loves u...
How do I know?
Well... This ain't te 1st time... And I'm thinking that I should make tis te last time...

I gt thgs to be done... I gt ambitions to be realised...
I know everyone is not perfect but... I want to move on...
I just found smthg recently... Smthg that might help me to change my life...
I really wanna concentrate on that... I wan to stop wasting my tears...

Yes... I admit I am afraid to lose him...
But I can see that... He care less...
If I were to stop everythg now...
Of course, & no doubt, he'll be sad... But that's all to it... Ntg more & ntg less...

God... My Father... & My Lord...
I need a guy in my life that really loves me & take care of me...
Is he not the one?
I might be doing smthg regretable... Please guide me... Would you?

Haiz...
I just want to be happy with the person I love...
I really want him to really really love me back...
But... No calls... Doesn't care... No plannings... No changes...
And now... Sitting in front of my laptop, crying... Haiz...